Saturday, August 20, 2005
yeah people. im not using this blog anymore. for those of u who are still visiting, i mean, if ever, or still any, i dont think there would be, akha! i've moved. to a shared blog. soulrodeo.blogspot.com yes. up to u guys to link me back anot. so dats all. cheers~!
the.decepted,unwanted;
9:54 AM
Monday, May 30, 2005
oh g0sh? h0w c0me there's n0 title?
the.decepted,unwanted;
8:30 PM
Sunday, May 29, 2005
mISTAken
went to have my nap just now with tears and dreaming of you in the background.
the.decepted,unwanted;
11:17 PM
Friday, May 27, 2005
Idiot
Arrgghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im fucked up with myself. lookin back at all the pix.. im so jealous of my long hair. its fuckin nice i hafta admit. now its like shit. crap. damn.. fuck. fuck fuck fuck. blasphemy.
the.decepted,unwanted;
3:42 AM
Thursday, May 26, 2005
24 hours
definitely has been hollow for me.
the.decepted,unwanted;
5:36 PM
brr
not forgettin, fergie of b.e.p, elizabeth tyler and isya.. akha!
the.decepted,unwanted;
12:54 AM
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Paarty!
I like gwen stefani alot.
the.decepted,unwanted;
9:06 PM
Back to Square One
well. i can figure it out. disappointed. i tot she cud make u happy again, after wat u have been thru. well, just to say, strengthen ur faith. bad things comes ferst, happy things WILL come ur way. i assure u. dont phunk with his heart anymore. tch.
anyway went to ikea with her. walk2 around. look at stuffs. quite a sight. as always this dusty eyes always look at town stuffs. its ony dusty when alone. but when another pair of special eyes made the connection, its dust wipes off. ;) akha.
flying off with the firebolt.
the.decepted,unwanted;
12:08 AM
Monday, May 23, 2005
hmm.. stayed home the whole of today. read the book till finish aready. *phEw*
well i ate spring chicken again. for the past 2 days. i felt springy myself.. hmm. maybe turning into a spring chicken perhaps? akha! i just lov eating chickens. oOops. shudnt revealed dat. coz maybe anyone who doesnt like me may poison me with chickens. brr.. lame.
so yeah dats all. *curTsy*
the.decepted,unwanted;
9:45 PM
Saturday, May 21, 2005
New Image
oh yeah. just to say, im bored. and i trimmed my hair. so its no longer long. sowie. i know u like my long hair. but it will grow back. lets view the joy of watching it grow back kay? kay dats all.
the.decepted,unwanted;
4:37 PM
Thoughts Of A Dying Athiest
was really really sad. read ur blog. not ony 1, but 2 of them went away for another. and i thought we could proceed. and i thought we would go far. but nonetheless, just a dream. maybe they find joy in their new careers, good luck. whatever it is, u guys will have my support. guess they wont be enthu about tomoro session either. but ony god knows. if they wanna try new stuffs. ok. i dont mind. sheesh. i dont control their lives. i did my part. they did their part. ony they wanted more. and they got it. aite. enough said.
am missing her so. hope she's doing fine over there. it's not dat i don wanna go. i would lov to. kind of sad and guilty when u said dat abang shukor was there. well, its ok. i cant make it anyway. don wanna hold the rest up. so just be home safely so i can have u back in my arms. by my side. like u always do.
the weather's been cool lately. went home from werk, the rain was mad! i cant even see wats outside of the train. all i saw was rain rain rain. and just white shadows. scary. been imagining myself to be at the centre of a field and hard rain just punching me. kind of a good massage therapy also aye? akha. so.. the rain has stopped. aww.. i just wanted to enjoy myself with the cool wind.
hmm.. wat else is there to share aye? hope this entry would somehow amuse u guys. dont think anyone ever read my blog anymore. by the lack of update and all. not a surprise.. anyway if there's no visitor, i wont mind. coz i know, she will aLLLLways check out for updates. just like she used to. lov her lots.
P/S : *kiSseS and huGs from me to u*
P/P/S : Cheers~!
the.decepted,unwanted;
4:34 PM
Friday, May 20, 2005
turn down request.
fear coming back.
down back to square one.
awkardness.
something to ponder.
will never understand.
i mean never.
the system.
enjoy your stay.
the.decepted,unwanted;
5:20 PM
Thursday, May 19, 2005
had a date with baby just now. so long neve date seh.. very happy. went for job hunting. hope to get a job.
im very proud of myself. for 2 days i dint really try to fight back when she's angry. yes.. its stoopid. but its hard. for me. and i did it. yey yey.
kay. i have nothing more. cheers~!
the.decepted,unwanted;
1:03 AM
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
but yesterdae was a fun dae aye? haha~* tt m0rning thing was s0 funny.i feel stupid.
the.decepted,unwanted;
10:56 AM
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
*yaWn*
up early today. was supposed to have a massage therapy but was cancelled due to unforseen circumstances. but its ok. my head and body is not collaborating. i can feel the lazy veins trying to scream for attention. screaming to be flattened. screaming for u at 7.
so been running out of cash again. so normal of me. not to have enough cash. since skewl gonna start soon, i cant say dat im goin to find a job now. its so hard for me. seeing people having an easy life. and furthermore i dont own a hp now. nemind.
think im gonna head back to my bed. my head is heavy aready. so.. morning readers.
..bongli bongli bonglee..
the.decepted,unwanted;
8:44 AM
HELLO SINGAPORE!
the.decepted,unwanted;
12:48 AM
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
went swimming. fun2. with my bros and the powerpuff sistas. had alot of fun for the past few days. haiya.. tired2. kay.
cheers~
the.decepted,unwanted;
11:48 PM
warh.. neve really celebrated berday for so long.. and im quite happy dat baby and frens celebrated with me. tanx to all those who were there. even tho not quite alot of people but i was happy. and most of all, i lov baby's present to me. it really meant alot. even tho u may say it's d.i.y or wat, but it was really nice. we had dinner at coffee bean, been a long time since i ate there. and we had fun. yeah.
anyway, something is wrong with my room? wat the heck. nemind.
and the best thing is, i celebrated my berday and my annivesary together.
cheers~!
the.decepted,unwanted;
2:19 AM
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
I love my baby's cookin and cant get enough of it. Like i cant get enough of her.
And i'm missin my best bro too. Nemind bro.. we understand.. i mean we're all short of cash. been stayin home alot also.. we dint think u buih us la.. dont worry. we just want u to be happy.. and to take care of urself aite. we will slack again, dont worry. (doesnt sound too gayish rite?)
akha. dats all la.
the.decepted,unwanted;
8:17 PM
Sunday, May 01, 2005
Slow Heartbeat.
Saddened. Ur the one i wanted to confide in to, from morning. My happy mood, spoilt. Its ok. Have fun jamming later kay. Just take care. Am gonna be busy me self. So yeah. Dats all.
the.decepted,unwanted;
11:04 AM
